I'm composing this post in a very bad mood. Somehow I just don't know why, I get emotional very often recently. Just a little thing could trigger my feelings easily. And this sucks! Who actually wants to be sad and emo all the time? Of course, I had joyful moments as well. But then, I didnt use to be like this in the past. Lately, I would get emo for at least one day per week! ... and it's getting worse. I wanted to find something to distract myself from this terrible feeling but I just failed to. I was lost ...
Trying to stay positive was the only way I could do. And ohya, MUSIC, it's the best medication ever! It had a superpower that lightened my mood up in just a few minutes. amazing isn't it? That's why I can't go a day without music. :)
Back to the topic, I hope I will soon find a way to solve this problem. I don't wanna be like this anymore!! Being upset sucks to the max. I usually try to keep it to myself because I don't wanna upset the people who care about me, including my friends. But you know, we're humans, we need some concerns too sometimes.
Sadness flies away on the wings of time. -Jean de La Fontaine
Wish you were here.
